Fire Agate

Don’t fail me

now,

my stone of wonders-

this time is different.

I feel

stronger, but love

I can’t escape,

nor do I want to,

no matter how

viciously it sucks

the life out of me-

a vampire at twilight

who craves a

victim-

but life it gives

me, those rare moments

that seem to last

a lifetime and

seem to be the life

that i’d always

been looking for.

Binaries control

my path-

two choices of complete

opposition suddenly

arise, and I

must do something-

or let it bleed me

and do nothing at all.

 

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Purple Pen

Purple pen

Cursive handwriting

Voices

Laughter

Sadness

Joy

Binaries

Are what life is made of. Not too much in between. Completely addicted.

Or utterly sober.

Joyously happy & content

Or gray skys sad

Too much energy to sit down

Not enough energy to think

Hot as balls

Or cold as the titanic.

When will we be able to find something in the middle?

They made me take a medication to put me in the middle. Don’t know if it works. Because sometimes I don’t have any emotions at all. I’d be content with staring at the wall.